lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *I Have No Balls* So I have no balls. I told Jay how I felt. I could have called him but instead I left about a dozen Icq messages to him. (feels like a LOSER now) No reply. I hate my bed, for the past few morning's I have gotten out of bed and my back has been killing me. It's a brand new bed with the posterpedic matress, it forms to your body for a perfect night's sleep. Let me tell you the bastards lied! On top of the lousy sleep I am getting from my bed I have been having these strange dreams/nighmares. Nothing makes any sense. And all the same people appear there. So far all this dream book is telling me is that I am sexually deprived. AREN'T WE ALL! IF YOU ARE NOT GETTING ANY YOU ARE DEPRIVED! I think it just might have something to do with this love kick I have been on for like the past week. I have been so happy and I don't know why. I guess it is better than being in a big funk. So back to Jay--I wonder if I totally freaked the poor dude out. It wasn't like I said I wanted to be with him night and day or anything I just made it a point to tell him how groovy he is. I should have left out groovy. That right there has YES--THIS CHICK IS A LOSER written all over it. Ahhhh. What can you do? I did it, I told him and that's all there is to it. It's raining outside. That's a kick in the head for me. When it rains it means I cannot go on the balcony unless I want to get wet. which in turn makes me mad because that's my spot! I think I am done here, really this was pointless to tell you the truth. -Tina- 12:54 p.m. - 2001-08-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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