lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Where Do You Want To Be Today?* Where do you want to be today? I answer myself. "Anywhere but here" I am bored with my surroundings-- I start daydreaming of a white sanded beach, me in a bikini after the tummy tuck and boob job--holding a bottle of Labatt's Blue watching hockey next to a stud in blue jean cut off shorts no shirt. He has skin of gold, kissing him you can taste his sweat--soft lips, engaging eyes--YUMMY! But then I open my eyes, pick up the tounge off the floor and look around. I see white walls, Me in a night gown with teddy bears on it, no tummy tuck and I still have small hooters. Fresh out of beer, and hockey dosen't start till October and well there is no man here either. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Dream: When I was a little girl I had always dreamt about being a scientist. I loved the world of chemisty and biology. I was kind of a nerd. I was always thinking how cool it would be to invent something. I wonder why I stopped pushing for that dream. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I often wonder why I start things and then stop. I love to draw and paint. I use to do that a lot--Now I sit here and stare at my sketch book until I get mad at myself and tuck it back in the drawer. I want to be a writer. I don't know what kind of writer I would want to be. I ask myself again. Where do you want to be today? I end up with the same response... 10:27 p.m. - 2001-08-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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