lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Smoke Free For 24+ Hours/Jay, And How Gay Craig And I Are* Tina has been somke free for: 24+ hours! I am really proud of myself. I made it 24 hours with out a smoke! I think the worst part is over. I found myself to be a little HIGH STRUNG today but for the most part I was alright. And I haven't even been at the fridge at all. I do feel the need to move a lot. ~~THANK YOU ALL WHO WISHED ME LUCK WITH QUITTING~~ Jay came over about 5 tonight and stayed till 10, the time flew by. It sucks how time goes by so slow some days and the days you want it to drag on it's over before you know it. We watched that new show "lost" it was pretty decent. I went in for the whole cuddle thing, it went over well. I feel weird for saying this but he's a big ol' softie to cuddle up with. When he left there was a hug and a kiss... I think Jay and I are still on for the weekend. He called me from work, he got there a bit early... Do you think this "dust" that has been sprinkled on my diary is finally working? Maybe I should ask him that. I am not too sure if he really even likes me. I think so. But what I think and what I know are two ENTIRELY diffrent things (or so I have learned). Like I said. One step at a time. Craig called me tonight. We took the "GAY" test from The Spark I am 43% gay. I freaked I didn't think I was even 1% gay. Craig is 39% gay. It was pretty funny taking that quiz. We laughed our asses off. He went to a concert last night with his friends, he said it was cool. His classes seem to be going well. He likes his what he calls "reading out loud class" (oral interpratation literature class). God I hope I spelled that right. Well anyhow I am going to stay up for a bit incase Jay goes home for lunch again so I can talk to him then I am hitting the hay. I am pooped right out. Night -Tina- 12:40 a.m. - 2001-09-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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