lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *A Entry For Me* My body aches tonight. I feel so stiff. I am sitting in candle light. It looks so pretty bouncing off the walls. I am in a mood tonight. I don't know what you would call it. I guess I feel close to someone, I mean really close, and as much as I want something to happen I know it won't. It's confusing. Welcome to the state of Confusion, population: 1 I am not writing in here tonight for anyone but myself, so if you don't like what you are seeing, just leave, you have the option. I feel so alive when I am around him... It's funny how that works... I feel comfort in his arms... I feel magic in his touch... And then I feel... STUPID, knowing that these feelings don't mean the same... I am not upset...I am not mad... I am numb! *poink* I needed to make myself laugh... *poink, poink, poink* Gosh! It's freezing in here... I don't know why I wanted to write this, I guess I didn't want to bottle up my feelings... That makes my head hurt. I'm gone... -Tina- 8:49 p.m. - 2001-09-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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