lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Saying good-bye keeps getting harder* I don't have much to say tonight. ...I can't imagine life without your love... ...Even forever don't seem like long enough... ...Every time I breathe I take you in... ...And my heart beats again... ...Baby I can't help it... ...You keep me drowning in your love... ...Every time I try to rise above... ...I'm swept away by love... ...Baby I can't help it... ...You keep me drowning in your love... ~Backstreet Boys: Drowning~. .. ... .. . .. ... .. . .. ... .. . .. ... .. . .. ... .. . John said something tonight when he was leaving... "Saying good-bye keeps getting harder". I knew exactly how he felt. I hate letting go, and I know it won't be long till I see him again, or hear him...but it's letting go of the arms I feel so safe in. It's letting go of him...and then praying that I didn't do or say anything to prevent him from coming back to me. Silly--I know. But I think it all the time. I wonder why and how I got so lucky to have him in my life. I wonder why he wants to be with me. I mean, come on it's ME. I wonder... I'm tired, I think I am hitting the sack early tonight. Maybe if I am lucky, John will come over tomorrow night...Although we said we won't be seeing eachother till January 3rd 2002. LOL. Well peeps... Night. And John...I love you :) -Tina- 11:11 p.m. - 2001-11-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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