lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *DCCE, Bingo...Unchained Melody* Did everyone get the e-mail that I sent out about the Diaryland Christmas Card Exchange?? If you have not recieved this e-mail please contact me right away. Also if you have recieved your partners address please let me know, that way I can keep track of these things. Once again thanks to all those who participated :) I went to bingo tonight with Mom. She suprised the shit out of me. When Larry and her got home from bowling she came into my room and asked me what time I was calling John tonight. I told her that I wasn't calling him tonight because his phone was dead. She said for me to be ready for 11 because she was taking me out to bingo. I thought for a minute and then said "why not". It's been a bit since I've been out to bingo, and it's been a while since my Mom actually wanted to be near me. So we went for the midnight session in Windsor. I won $44. (at least I got to holler something) It's a bit of a drive into the City, so it gave us a good time to talk. We talked about the upcoming Christmas feast that takes place here. We talked about John and I (pumpkin--she knows). We talked about many things. She even wanted to talk about things that I didn't want to talk about. LMAO. She also amazed me. She finally asked if I was doing alright. I know what she meant by it, being December is a hard month for me. I think I am doing alright. I've had no freak out's, or breakdowns. I am getting a bit nervous about Christmas, knowing that I am so broke. But I think I am going to be getting some help. Mom talked with me about it tonight, and I just might be fine after all. I hope so. I am still thinking about what to get John for Christmas. I am trying to convince him not to get me anything. I want to give him the world wrapped up and stuffed under the tree, because in my eyes he deserves that and more. johnusca (10:01:37 PM): What you can give me special is be in my arms over the holidays. Thats all I want. If that doesn't melt your heart... I've got one hell of a sweet man :) UNCHAINED MELODY- THE RIGHTEOUS BROTHERS (From the movie "Ghost") Whoa, my love My darling I've hungered for your touch A long lonely time And time goes by so slowly And time can do so much Are you still mine? I need your love I need your love God speed your love to me Lonely rivers flow To the sea, to the sea To the open arms of the sea Lonely rivers sigh Wait for me, wait for me I'll be coming home Wait for me Whoa, my love My darling I've hungered, hungered for your touch A long lonely time And time goes by So slowly And time can do so much Are you still mine? I need your love I need your love God speed your love to me Wanna play with some clay?? (LOVE YOU PUMPKIN) Night all. -Tina- 2:24 a.m. - 2001-12-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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