lc23tina's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When he goes out the door, I lose all knowledge of the bindery machine. My feet hurt tonight. Normally they don't hurt after work. Tonight they burn and itch and are VERY sore. I've come to the conclusion that I am nothing without a helping hand. It was my supervisors birthday, he trusted me to run a job and I fucked it all up. What's worse is that I am going to beat myself up for it, when I wasn't properly trained on the job to begin with. I know what to do when he is there, as soon as he leaves and everything is in my hands I can't seem to put two and two together. I hope I didn't mess up too bad. I couldn't stand another thrashing from my boss. John called in tonight, he hasen't had a day off in 2 weeks. Plus he's been batteling anxiety attacks. A night off will do him good. It will do me good too considering it's thunderstorming. Now I can sleep on the bed instead of under it. I think I'm going to curl up with John. Nighty Night. -Tina 11:43 p.m. - 04.30.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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