lc23tina's Diaryland Diary
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I'm still kickin.
That's one huge bruise don't ya think? That's where they injected blood thinner into me. The bruise is actually on half of my whole belly. (I'm just too decent to be flashing my belly on the net)
I am getting better. The meds for the acid in my stomach seem to be doing their job. I haven't had heartburn in 4 days! The anxiety meds I'm on seem to work when they want. I'm still not sleeping any better. This being the reason at 5 in the morning, I am still up.
I am scared to sleep without John. When I do lay down and start to fall asleep, it feels like I can't breath, so I get up or it scares me and my heart starts racing. Hopefully I can get something soon that gets me back to normal. I like normal.
John is taking good care of me. Gosh, he sure puts up with enough. I am thankful that he is the person I am with while dealing with these new problems.
I can only hope I get better soon.
Next week I have to go to my family doc. And I have to start counselling on Monday.
I haven't been on the computer much, so forgive the lack of updates. My health comes first.
5:17 a.m. - 09.20.03
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